I hate how this day started and I hate how it ended. The funny thing is, no matter how hard I convince myself to try and hate the rest of it, I can't. I've made a major decision eighteen days ago and I've made up my mind that I will be sticking with it regardless of the numerous possible outcomes, all of which are not pretty. But I've been having second thoughts for the past few days. For the past few days, I was happy; everything was fine and life was just a breeze. Today was different, though. I wanted to tell the world that my mind is made up, that nothing-- no one, can change my mind. But for some unfathomed reason I couldn't.
I'm a wuss.
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